So scared
Can't even write
No way to express this total helplessness
I can only pray to the God I know does not exist
How I wish he did now

Don't let the voices bring you down
I'm the one who knows you and I'm telling you it's untrue
You cannot prevent what fate has in store for anyone
Please don't let fate take you too
I love you

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The nausea is catching up with me again
And it makes me wonder
Sleep, angel, sleep
And leave me alone in my misery
Unable to expel the horror inside
And only writing to amend my pains
The music within fading to a faraway drum that I cannot escape
I want to close my eyes, but my mind starts spinning
Keep on writing, it's the only rail to hold onto