How I wish You Were Here

As the nightmares escalate I cannot help but to wonder
Where are you, Crazy Diamond?
Knight in shining armor, come and save me in my late night hours of need
For I never dread when I lie next to you

Still, it is you I fear
It is your influence on my soul that I resist and back away from
Can you turn me into that teethed monster I once was?
Can you make me the demon I used to be?
I hope not ...

Oh, why is it that all loves come with such distaste?
I am frightened by the way my mind reads my tricks
Oh, how I wish you were here to carry my fears away
But you are far away right now, too far away to be reached out for
Will you ever come closer?


I think you can turn me, and it terrifies me.
I think I can love you