The Flavour Of Hopelessness

You're so brave
Such a fighter in the time of hopelessness
I hope it works out, but I have my doubts
Why so serious, he said and smiled
We cried and let our tears fall unnoticed to the ground as he travelled far away in his blissful trip to hell
Don't you dare let go
Don't you dare fail as I did

I saw them die
In a moment of truth I saw them each fall and perish
Oh, that evil white powder is going to snuff all life out
Until they sit in a ditch with dead eyes and rotten hands like all the rest
It'll be a rough way to go

Never felt so alive
So free, so happy

Never felt more doomed
All we know is how we die, but luckily we have a say in how we go
How do I wanna go?
In a flash of light and rainbows and memories
In a dream of all hopes realized
Loved

How can you be loved when you cannot love?
Evey step closer they get to death, they feel less and love less
To die alone and unloved
To die and be good riddance
That must be the worst way to die.